July 1st 2012 Officially 2 yrs. together.....

Officially yesterday Jesse and I had been together for 2 yrs. I can't belive it's already been 2yrs. it really doesn't seem like that long ago. We have come such a long way since then. After texting me and calling me and asking to go out to dinner I finally agreed to meet up with him. I wasn't really in to starting a new relationship just after what I had been through. So I decided we could be "friends" and after my family pretty much begging me to just meet up with him I finally did. I agreed to meet him at Sonic because we both loved the Limeaids they have. So we sat outside and talked drinking our drinks. I was super nervous and I could kinda tell he was too. I think we were there till well dark. After that I started talking to him on the phone more and now here we are moved into our home and engaged to get married. Sometimes you don't meet your true love like they do in the movies. I think that how you know it's real. I put that picture up of us above because it explains us perfectly. We are both goofy and make eachother laugh constantly. Jesse has so many wonderful qualitities one that i love the most is that he loves me for me. Messy hair, ugly clothes, and just plain hot mess not matter what. He will tell me "why you so pretty?" I have always had low self esteem and when he says that I almost believe him. He really is a one of kind person who pretty much will do whatever I want him to do. Even take a picture with spongebob for our nephews/godsons. The crazy thing is I think I will just continue to love him more and more. Jesse is wonderful with kids and a person like me who have always been around kids and absoutely adores them its great. So I can't wait to see how great and wonderful of dad I know he will be. I think the smartest thing to do when in your in a relationship is even though it's really hard is to take things slow. If you rush and rush things you don't get to enjoy the little moments and there's no way you know the true other person. Everyone keeps liking this post on FB that says I want my first marriage to be my last...i think why even say that...it should. Why would you have to like that to know that it will be. Just makes me wonder if they really know what there doing. I wouldn't of said Yes to getting married if I didn't think that Jesse was my soul mate in every way and this is who I am going to be with the rest of my life.